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IocaineIocaine
I'm so numb i can't feel anything anymore can't feel the hope, not the pain, not the joy, no despair
Chorus: I am novacaine I am lost to the pain It can't find me It can't hurt me as long as I give in to the addiction
Some say my existence is bleak, for me it's
better then feeling weak and needing to lean on someone's shoulder
Chorus
Slowly, slowly, i'm killing
myself, to get away from the pain of life so i'll just keep holding it in till the day comes wher Iocaine
by ~psionist

LostLost
Running Running, but
I’ve got nowhere to go because I can’t seem
to find you in the is world this world that surrounds me
Am I lost?
or have I just lost me will to go on? Do I have a chance? to get a dance or am I just wasting a life of longing on you?
Now it seems I’ve finally found you but stopped looking for me long ago. can’t you see you’re the beacon in my life dispelling the darkness
I’ve wrapped around myself
Am I lost?
or have I just lost me will to go on? Do I Lost
by ~psionist

UntitledYou take one look at me and say, I haven’t changed a bit, but inside I know that’s a lie cause I don’t know myself anymore I don’t feel the way I used to,
not for the longest time
I can’t look in the mirror anymore cause I don’t recognize the thing staring back, don’t know why it feels the way it does cause, I’m not in control of this thing, not even when I can’t feel the pain
In the dark I reach for my cure, to numb the pain so I can stand one more day, so I can take another look at myself and Untitled
by ~psionist

Misery Loves MeMisery Loves Me
Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive
Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
Theres nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness, a place Misery Loves Me
by ~psionist

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Music part duex

Tue Nov 6, 2007, 4:06 AM

okay so i'm back (again) i'm reeeeaaaalllllllyyyyy infrequent here but oh well, so i'm back with more music this is one i haven't submitted yet and don't know if i will so here it goes

JUMP START

You control me
with my puppet strings
but you can't see
what you're doing to me
trying to lose,
the way i'm living
give myself a life

I'm obssessed
to the point of depression
I'm depressed
to the point of obssession
I can't get out of this cell
called a heart
I need a jump start

Slowly I dance
to the music
you put me through
but my life is now
trying to find you
trying to lose you
trying to set myself free

I'm obssessed
to the point of depression
I'm depressed
to the point of obssession
I can't get out of this cell
called a heart
I need a jump start

I can't sleep
I can't eat
until I set myself free
you can't see the way
i'm killing me
till i'm together or
away from you

thank you, thank you, i know it sucks that's why i'm showing it to you guys so you can tell me how to fix it, right?

~I'm still
MOSES

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Mood: Sarcastic
Listening to: The animal i have become~three day's grace
Reading: Ten things to do before i die
Watching: Music Videos

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Current Residence: Smithfield Utah
Interests: Alchemy, Photoshop, Psi and Occult
Favourite movie: the new FMA movie (when i see it)
Favourite band or musician: Breaking Benjamin
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Favourite game: Legend of Zelda: Ocrina of time
Favourite cartoon character: Edward Elric (DUH!)

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~TheCreecher Nov 12, 2007, 9:19:23 AM

Thanks for the

=xx-thatguy-xx Nov 7, 2007, 6:48:10 AM

thanks for the

s. :] i really appreciate it.

=senbonzakura-06 Feb 28, 2007, 6:57:28 PM

Thanks for the fav on [link]

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"The Melody of Logic will always play the notes of truth." - Ayumu Narumi, Spiral - Suiri no Kizuna

~Taek Feb 20, 2007, 5:23:48 PM

I'm a boring person.

~psionist Feb 20, 2007, 10:57:46 AM

Well that's obvious, he hasn't even posted a journal, Therefore i'm so much cooler.

Psionist/Moses/Ed obsessionist/Carlie's bf

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Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. This is the world’s one and only truth.
~Moses